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Posted 2018-07-12T03:56:07Z

Post treatment blues.

after months of doctors visits, lab work, chemo treatments, radiation treatments now everything has basically stopped. It might sound strange but I feel left out in the cold. I know nothing was found in the scan and the oncologist was happy with the way things were going but I still feel apprehensive. I have read stories of other people feeling the same way after the intensity of the diagnosis and the treatment. They say it gets better with time but I did not expect to feel this way. It’s so weird. I thought I would be all ready to go and going full speed ahead but I didn’t expect to feel the way I feel. The stories I read and the articles I have studied all say that it is normal. Hopefully it starts going away soon. 

‘I had my first port flush today. Easy and quick. Next one in 4 weeks. Still making plans but have to plan around the medical appointments. 

‘Take care and live everyday like it’s a new day.

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Comments (4)

  • christiana westley
    christiana westley

    Take it one day at a time and enjoy everything dad. Hugs from all of us in Arizona

    one year ago · Reply
  • Angel V Ortiz Cruz
    Angel V Ortiz Cruz

    Thank God for helping you in this process and keep the prayers going that the weird feeling will go away. Pray for our Lil' Brother Michael and for all of us passing thru different health issues. Love you Big Brother.

    one year ago · Reply
  • delton day
    delton day

    Good morn bro, oh yes this apprehensive feeing will always be, I finish my battle and treatment almost 11 years ago and still get the feelings, and. I have learn to live with it and keep things moving . By the grace and blessing of God almighty we are still here in existence because he has a lot of work for us to do. Stay strong and of great courage bro. We send our love to you all.

    one year ago · Reply
  • Michael Ortiz Cruz
    Michael Ortiz Cruz

    Interesting point my dear brother. The law of physics says that an object that is moving and suddenly stops, still has momentum....

    one year ago · Reply