Beck, I have no reason to worry about you. You have WAY too much stubborn Baughman in you. Actually, I'm kind of feeling sorry for the cancer! I don't think it realizes the mistake it made by picking a fight with you!
As Nanc mentioned, our relationship is much closer to sisters than cousins. We love you and are here for you. Call if you want my vast medical expertise (ha!) or just a shoulder. Big hugs and prayers your way.