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Posted 2017-12-02T17:43:39Z

Fast Day #5

I felt great the last 4 days.  Had to stop and rest now and then, but pretty good overall.  Today, woke up with pain in various places, including a new one, and so I'm hitting lots of water, green tea with cinnamon, lemon, ginger and honey.  I have cooked ahead a concoction of carrots, potatoes and onions, and used a bit of the broth last night.  Today I will end my fast at midnight with the leftovers my son has been stashing for me.  Today, is also the first day of The Littlest Wiseman and I am considering which day I will attend this year, with my daughter's role having shifted.  I am sowing the best seeds of reconciliation I can muster.  [...]

Posted 2017-12-01T02:18:18Z

Fasting

I haven't been saying anything for a couple of days.  I am on day 3 of a water fast.  I have had a mug or two of broth, and herbal tea, but that's it, other than water.  I feel much better and know that things are improving in my body.  I just have to make sure I get enough water.  Not easy, but necessary, and tried to get a little salt, also.[...]

Posted 2017-11-28T05:50:00Z

Vacation. Really?

Finally time for vacation, tempted to work anyway, all around my normal shift.  I always feel the burden of everything on my shoulders.  Probably why I can't let down.  Hopefully will receive some physical therapy this week.  If not for the kind generosity of friends, I would not make it.  I am so thankful. My friend Nancy M. came today bearing gifts of food and a poinsettia.[...]

Posted 2017-11-26T02:43:29Z

First Entry. So hard.

Honestly, I don't know what to say.  I am full of passion for many things, but lack the resources.  I have not had my car running for quite a while.  For many years I worked hard just to survive with two children, but now they are adults, doing their best to adult their way through life.  I long for that day when bygones will be bygones...when people will not go out of their way to hurt me.  I weather it all, but at a price.  I love regardless, I just want peace among people.  What more can I say.[...]