It’s the night before surgery and I’m actually pretty calm. Although this is not something I want to do (particularly on our anniversary!), I’m confident that it’s the right thing. I’ve chosen excellent doctors and have been working hard to get in a good mindset. If anyone ever needs an excellent mediation before surgery CD, let me know (hopefully not). Anyway, the biggest thing – truly – that’s given me confidence and that I’ve got going for me is the support of my family and friends  . . . near and far. My gratitude for the well wishes and the love abounds. I know it won’t be easy, but it’ll be just a little bit easier because of YOU! I look forward to being on the other side – hopefully cancer free and with lots of healthy years ahead to enjoy my life and all of you. Lots of love! Emily