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Posted 2015-02-03T08:00:00Z

Bumpy Weekend ~

It seems like weeks ago when i wrote the post from our warm hotel room in Chicago. But it has only been three days....three long bumpy days. First thing Saturday morning we recived a call back from one of the surgeons the surgeon Dr. Block felt would be the most likely to do the surgery. The surgeon reported Gary was not eligible for surgery due to his cancer being a very rare cancer that is very difficult to treat.

I have to admit as much as you don't want to react to one doctors opinion we have had a difficult weekend. Gary has been so sick and today he was admitted into the hospital. ..his bowels have stopped working. ...they are working on getting his body to work and respond as normally as it can it this point. ........living with cancer is no easy lesson.

Also over the weekend our house fell out of escrow. ..it was vandalized again and our poor old car broke down....not sure its going to be fixable. So when i wrote from Chicago little did i know how bumpy this next few days would be.

Now i am sitting in Gary's hospital room. ..thankful for a doctor and staff who are working to help Gary get comfortable. Once again i find my heart full of gratitude tears of gratitude mixed with tears of great sorrow ...this morning i reflected on how God allowed his son to suffer.....mind blowing because if i could stop Gary's suffering i would.

Thank you for Letting me pour out my heart our needs and my heart felt graditude. From under His wings Team Barton Team Barton

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Comments (17)

  • Jason Shafer
    Jason Shafer

    heart breaking! Love you guys so much, and i'm praying for you through this stuff. Lemme know if there's anything I can do from here for your house! You've got my number :) Jason

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Kevin Gunn
    Kevin Gunn

    Sorry you had a bad weekend. Let me know if you need some work done on your house.

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Pam Thomas
    Pam Thomas

    Oh Dawn, this is heartbreaking news! Please try to soak in the prayers that are being sent your way. Love you!

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Shauna Adams & family
    Shauna Adams & family

    I believe that every one of us would love to give you a huge hug right now. ..So we will pray.

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Ben Adams
    Ben Adams

    Praying for you Gary. My two kids Brock (6) and Melanie (4) pray nightly for your situation. Like Jason said in a previous post, if you need anything done with the house here in the desert, just let us know. Keep pushing forward, the entire Barton family is being lifted up in prayer daily. -Ben

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Connie Drummond
    Connie Drummond

    There are no words! We are praying... God hear our prayers! Love you😍

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Arlene Fry Rieth
    Arlene Fry Rieth

    May the Lord lift you, praying

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Kathy Smith
    Kathy Smith

    My heart sorrows with you, as I know Gods does too, and I pray.

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Pat Zitz
    Pat Zitz

    I'm praying for you all! There's some good days ahead! Love you all!

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Kevin Goodall.
    Kevin Goodall.

    Thank you so much Dawn for your faith and pouring out your heart (and sorrows) for us all to see...we do love you and Gary ... this is so heartbreaking that you are going thru this yet your faith still remains. What a testimony to the Lords power to tranform and fill lifes. Please know you are constantly in our thoughts and prayers.....

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Sharon
    Sharon

    John 11:35. He understands your sorrow. Praying both you and Gary know that He loves you more than you can imagine.

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Shery DeLair
    Shery DeLair

    One thing I cling to ..God is in control...He knows where you are and all you're going through...praying for the strength and courage to completely trust Him each and everyday with each moment. I love you my Ohana. ⭕️❌ sher

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Melanie Christmas
    Melanie Christmas

    I hope you can feel all of the love we all feel for you! Praying every day.stay strong!

    11 years ago · Reply
  • roann Keen
    roann Keen

    Continued prayers for my friends. May you feel God's loving arms around you and holding you tight! You are loved and I pray God's peace and comfort for you at this time.

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Susan French
    Susan French

    prayed for you and Gary in the middle of the night...that you will know God's wisdom when you hear it...even if it's hard to hear...and that you will know His peace which passes all of our understanding. All love...

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Julie Holtz
    Julie Holtz

    I'm sitting here in front of my keyboard in tears for you and Gary and your family. I know that words alone can't bring comfort but I do pray that God will send his angels to surround you and bring that comfort and strength that you need right now, and His devine provision for all your needs. Much love, Julie & Andy

    11 years ago · Reply
  • Erica Estrada
    Erica Estrada

    This is devastating to hear he is not feeling good again. Our prayers are with you and your family and the fight to continue ----- Team Barton, Barton Strong!!!

    11 years ago · Reply