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Posted 2018-07-11T17:35:00Z

Another reminder that I am NOT in control and patience is important

So Peyton and I drove up to Durham yesterday afternoon and spent the night for my 8:30 radiation oncology appointment this morning. I was in a room by 8:20 thinking I’d be out of there by 9:00. I think God laughs at me every time I think I’m making some plans. At 11:20 I finally finished that appointment we went to lunch and now am back waiting for my 1:30 appointment. 


That test I’ve been waiting for since my last appointment 2 weeks ago that takes 10-14 days isn’t back yet and it didn’t even go out until Monday of this week. My lesson in patience and forgiveness today. Someone goofed and now I’m waiting 10-14 days again, but I’m a firm believer in everything happens for a reason and God’s plan is ALWAYS perfect. So initially the radiation oncologist scheduled me for a CT for July 25 so we would have the Mammaprint Test back. That is the test that will be the final piece of the puzzle to decide if I have to have chemo. Then she went and talked to my oncologist and together they decided to roll on with the radiation and once the Mammaprint comes back if i need chemo I’ll have it after the radiation. So now I’m here waiting for my CT scan that is used for the radiation. I’ll begin radiation next week. 


So blessed, so thankful, and maybe starting to learn I’m not in control and I need to get better at being patient. 

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Comments (1)

  • Sandra Baker Myers
    Sandra Baker Myers

    Praying for all of you. Patience is sometimes hard to come by for so many of us. Especially when it concerns something like you are dealing with. You will be fine. We are thinking of you often. We love you all. You are a very kind, sweet, precious young lady and God will take care of you.

    one year ago · Reply