Abuse, too real....

I grew

up abused

-I have

understanding

-but I

still hold

resentments...

Most of

my life

-I keep

having abusive

people in

it...

I do

not mean

anyone is

hitting me

-yet

verbal attacks

still occur...

I am

not telling

you this

for pity

-this is

my reality

& I

want it

to stop...

It is

harder to

see

-when you

feel that

some one

loves you...

My eyes

have opened

-my heart's

aware...

We attract

what we

know

-so I

am going

around the

same mountain

-over &

over again...

I also

know that

having

-depression

& anxiety

skews my

awareness...

Getting out

of isolation

-talking to

my supports

-is really

helping...

I know

I will

keep meeting

-abusive people...

If I

do not

deal now

-with the

ones in

my life...

It is

time

-more then

time

-to fight

back...

With assertiveness

-kindness

& love...

There is always Hope!  I thank God I am not alone.  I am strong, independent & learning to speak up.  It will take time-one day very soon-no more tolerating abuse!

You Are Worth So Much!

God Bless

J Christian S