Buds

Have you thought of some one recently that you may have not spoken to for some time?  Or people who used to be an important part of your life but are not any longer?

We all change, get busy with life & sometimes drift a part-yes it can really hurt & we feel sad, lonely & afraid-the fear of trying to make new friends cause we might get hurt.

I have always been blessed with friends, even friends who I drank with-even though the drinking was not healthy for me.

When I was younger, I always had a best friend & when I got older, I had more than 1 friend that I was very close to-now I have people in my life that I am very close to, yet for different reasons.

My sister & I are close due to the fact that we both share the same faith & are both on a continual healing journey-I have others in my life with similar goals but in a different way.

What I really want is to be close to some one that I can hang out with on a regular basis.  A chum, pal, buddy-a friend that I can have fun with & also be able to be myself-whether it be sad, happy, angry, silly, serious etc.

I am taking the steps by reaching out to new people-taking risks & I know that it takes time for friendships to evolve-that is when I need to remind myself that I can reach out to the friends in my life right now & that I will meet my buddy some day soon, if I have not already.

We Are All Worth So Much!

God Bless

J Christian S