More Healing Pain...

Hurting

yet

not

hopeless

-so much

pain

tears

want

to come...

This takes

me

to

a time

& place

-many years

ago...

I was

part of

something

-I belonged

valued

cared for...

I made

mistakes

-mostly

hurting

myself...

I was

thrown

out

-had to

fight

to even

get

my possesions...

I had

given

so much

-time

passion

I bared

my

soul...

What does

one do

-when friends

betray

& they

know others

hurt you

but

dismiss

it...

I stopped

caring

-too lost

in

addiction

not knowing

better

at the

time...

I know

I am

healing

-that pain

so evident

today...

I pray

one

day

soon

-total

forgiveness

& on

their part

too...

I thank God that I am so far from that time & place-I have people in my life that know my history & love & accept me.

There is always Hope!  I know it's hard to try to become part of a group when you have been betrayed.  There are great people out there waiting for You!

You Are Worth So Much!

God Bless

J Christian S