Lost friends...

I have

an important

friend

-serving in

the 

Middle East...

I was

hoping to

get an

email

-letting me

know

all is

well...

No word

& my

lack of

sleep

-causes worry

to amplify

to trigger...

And today

I started

picturing so

many people

-who were

once in

reaching

distance...

Some

totally

fanished

-others walked

on

a different

road...

My heart

started hurting

so much

-I felt

as if

a dam

was bursting...

Tears threatened

to explode

-with too

much loss

& grief...

It is

with

understanding

-some have

walked

away...

It is

with

child-like

questioning

-the ones

who simply

disappeared...

This confusion

causes

uncertainty

to strike

-I will

reach out

for aid...

There is always Hope!  I was able to talk to a loving friend, face to face, & tell her how I felt & received her awesome love & support.

Sometimes we loose people dear to us, never knowing exactly why & it is so important to grieve.  Please remember to keep loving Yourself, I know it is hard, especially when you hurt-that is the most important time to do it!!!

You Are Worth So Much!

God Bless

J Christian S