Grief....

To truly

live

-is to

have grieved...

Tears show

others

our humanity

-gives them

an invitation

to feel

-express sadness

-to cry...

The silly

thing about

it

-most of

us try

so hard

-avoid pain

-avoid sadness

-avoid tears...

I know

it is

hard for

me to

cry

-I think

it will

never

stop...

As a

child

-when I

would cry

in pain

-it felt

like forever...

That part

of me

requires more

healing

-comfort

-reassurance...

I need

to grieve

what I

have lost

-my childhood

-my youth

-when I

was lost

in booze...

Not to

have a

pity party

-allow the

pain to

surface

-feel every

horrible part

of it

-cry

-get angry

-let go...

That is

the only

way I

will ever

become

whole

-live a

life with

freedom...

We all

deserve this

-I know

it's hard

-it will

hurt...

If pain

is your

constant companion

-why not

embrace it

-see where

the roots

lie

-let go

-heal...

There is always Hope!  I have done a lot of inner child work-the freedom I have gained so far is awesome.  I did not do this on my own-having a support network is vital & having God in my life, is grace, mercy, strength, joy, love....

You Are Worth So Much!

God Bless

J Christian S