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Posted 2016-10-27T02:53:00Z

October 26, 2016

I'm a mom and I am weeping, weeping, weeping. As I sit here, on my couch in my living room, holding my baby, I am weeping. 

Today, on this quiet rainy day, I was allowed to bring my baby home from the hospital. I can't believe it. Louis had open heart surgery 9 days ago. And today, I'm at home with my baby. I'm at home, watching the Detroit Pistons home opener, sharing a beer with Dan, while my baby sleeps sweetly in my arms. 

I spent most of my teen years (and twenties) taking care of other people's babies, always dreaming of what my own babies would be like. Never could I have anticipated this little courageous bundle of tenderness and strength.

I am sill trying to absorb all that has happened over the last month. I feel like a different person. Tomorrow we are going to take a family nap, and we are going to do laundry, and if we are REALLY feeling adventurous, there might be ice cream in the afternoon. 

I have so much to share still, but right now I am going to tuck my baby in and watch him sleep in his own room. 

I'm a mom and my baby is pink and healthy, and home. 

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Comments (13)

  • Kara Hoffman
    Kara Hoffman

    This is just the best.

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Benton Miller
    Benton Miller

    :)

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Kathi  Moore
    Kathi Moore

    Happy tears over here. So many happy tears.

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Kathi  Moore
    Kathi Moore

    PS I love that the mosaic says "HAPPY".

    10 years ago · Reply
  • sue Haag
    sue Haag

    So happy for you guys!! Continued positive recovery for Louis!! Sue & Roger

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Marlene Nelson
    Marlene Nelson

    You just made my morning!! I have tears in my eyes reading this and hearing the absolute joy in your words. Just rest and enjoy being home with your pink baby. Love to all.

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Crystal Meyer
    Crystal Meyer

    I am almost crying! I am so happy for you and Dan! Enjoy this precious time :-) Hugs and love and continued prayers!

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Kristi Grant
    Kristi Grant

    Love it. Just love it. :)

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Carel Batchik
    Carel Batchik

    I never imagined you would be home so soon! What a happy day and so many more ahead.

    10 years ago · Reply
  • debbie jo shorland
    debbie jo shorland

    I feel like I have left Dan out...Tell him we are also praying for him. After all he too is new at this dad thing ;)

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Rhonda Thompson
    Rhonda Thompson

    So happy for you and Louis is Precious. We can see the Joy on your faces. xoxo

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Jude Brows
    Jude Brows

    Amazing piece of news from you, my friend. What a journey baby Louis has led Pappa Dan and Mumma you on. You and Dan knew, of course, that you had produced a beautiful boy, but you probably were unaware that you had produced a son who would teach you humility, strengthen your Faith, show you how far you hearts could be stretched to hold more love than you thought possible. What a guy baby Louis has shown to be. How lucky you three are. Much love, jude.

    10 years ago · Reply
  • Heather planck
    Heather planck

    💟💙💗💚💕💖💜

    9 years ago · Reply