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Posted 2016-10-27T02:53:00Z

October 26, 2016

I'm a mom and I am weeping, weeping, weeping. As I sit here, on my couch in my living room, holding my baby, I am weeping. 

Today, on this quiet rainy day, I was allowed to bring my baby home from the hospital. I can't believe it. Louis had open heart surgery 9 days ago. And today, I'm at home with my baby. I'm at home, watching the Detroit Pistons home opener, sharing a beer with Dan, while my baby sleeps sweetly in my arms. 

I spent most of my teen years (and twenties) taking care of other people's babies, always dreaming of what my own babies would be like. Never could I have anticipated this little courageous bundle of tenderness and strength.

I am sill trying to absorb all that has happened over the last month. I feel like a different person. Tomorrow we are going to take a family nap, and we are going to do laundry, and if we are REALLY feeling adventurous, there might be ice cream in the afternoon. 

I have so much to share still, but right now I am going to tuck my baby in and watch him sleep in his own room. 

I'm a mom and my baby is pink and healthy, and home. 

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Comments (13)

  • Kara Hoffman
    Kara Hoffman

    This is just the best.

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Benton Miller
    Benton Miller

    :)

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Kathi  Moore
    Kathi Moore

    Happy tears over here. So many happy tears.

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Kathi  Moore
    Kathi Moore

    PS I love that the mosaic says "HAPPY".

    9 years ago · Reply
  • sue Haag
    sue Haag

    So happy for you guys!! Continued positive recovery for Louis!! Sue & Roger

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Marlene Nelson
    Marlene Nelson

    You just made my morning!! I have tears in my eyes reading this and hearing the absolute joy in your words. Just rest and enjoy being home with your pink baby. Love to all.

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Crystal Meyer
    Crystal Meyer

    I am almost crying! I am so happy for you and Dan! Enjoy this precious time :-) Hugs and love and continued prayers!

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Kristi Grant
    Kristi Grant

    Love it. Just love it. :)

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Carel Batchik
    Carel Batchik

    I never imagined you would be home so soon! What a happy day and so many more ahead.

    9 years ago · Reply
  • debbie jo shorland
    debbie jo shorland

    I feel like I have left Dan out...Tell him we are also praying for him. After all he too is new at this dad thing ;)

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Rhonda Thompson
    Rhonda Thompson

    So happy for you and Louis is Precious. We can see the Joy on your faces. xoxo

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Jude Brows
    Jude Brows

    Amazing piece of news from you, my friend. What a journey baby Louis has led Pappa Dan and Mumma you on. You and Dan knew, of course, that you had produced a beautiful boy, but you probably were unaware that you had produced a son who would teach you humility, strengthen your Faith, show you how far you hearts could be stretched to hold more love than you thought possible. What a guy baby Louis has shown to be. How lucky you three are. Much love, jude.

    9 years ago · Reply
  • Heather planck
    Heather planck

    💟💙💗💚💕💖💜

    9 years ago · Reply