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Posted 2016-03-31T21:45:00Z

Shame on you for leaving me this way

Curse you, Nick Carter!

I can't help but blame Nick today as I sit by the window, looking out at the beautiful blue sky and new green grass, listening to the birds chirp and the spring breeze rustle through the magnolia blossoms, and wishing I was well enough to go outside and enjoy it.  I should be taking my niece and nephew to the zoo, going shopping, or, at the very least, doing yard work.  Instead, I'm stuck indoors with a box of Kleenex and my cats as my only companions.[...]

Posted 2016-03-29T19:00:00Z

Get over me!

Sorry it's been a few days since my last update.  I hope I didn't worry anyone, but it was a busy weekend.  Saturday I stayed in and tried to take it easy in between baking for Easter.  I hope my food didn't give anyone in my family the plague.  I managed to make it over to my parents' house for Easter dinner on Sunday.  Thank god for Tylenol to take the edge off the pain in my throat and keep my fever down.[...]

Posted 2016-03-25T16:00:00Z

I'm burning up... and up...

I am paying dearly for my night out drinking.

No, I'm not hungover, but my Nick Plague is worse.  My throat feels no better, and now I have a stuffy nose and a fever.  I'd like to stay home today, but I have to drag myself out to get groceries for Easter and a gift for my grandma, whose birthday is on Monday.  I'm not even sure I'll make it to Easter Sunday, let alone Monday.  So much for a "Good" Friday.  Somebody please put me out of my misery... :([...]

Posted 2016-03-25T03:00:00Z

I got my second wind!

I know not everyone who reads this is necessarily a Nick Carter fan, but one of my favorite songs on his new album, All American, is called "Second Wind."  I've been listening to it a lot lately, trying to draw some strength from its lyrics.  One of my favorite lines goes, "No, you can't knock me down, I've got my second wind.  Don't let your heart beat out; just let the sunlight in."[...]

Posted 2016-03-23T23:00:00Z

I'll stand and fight until it's over

Today was a long day, but I soldiered through it (just barely).  I had to be at school early for a special breakfast for students who brought up their grades.  It about killed me to drag myself out of bed at 5 a.m. and put on a dress.  It was "Wacky Wednesday" for spirit day, and if I were feeling like myself, I would have brought a change of crazy, mismatched clothes to put on after the breakfast, once the parents had left the building, but I just didn't feel up to putting forth the extra effort.  My students were confused when they came to school and saw me looking so well-coordinated on Wacky Wednesday.  I felt bad for disappointing them, like I'd let them down.  It's just hard to stay upbeat when I feel so bad, I can barely function.[...]

Posted 2016-03-22T21:00:00Z

And so it begins... again...

Welcome to my PostHope page.  I plan to use this page to keep my friends and family updated on my condition as I battle this latest bout of Nick Plague.  For those who aren't familiar with my history with this debilitating disease, you can read the About page for some background info, but for those who are, you can imagine how devastating it was for me to wake up with a sore throat this morning, three days after seeing Nick in Chicago... the perfect incubation period for the Plague.[...]