Mark and Sue Kamerzel
Steve,
June 2014 used to be a month I did not back on with any fondness. I remember where I was and what I was doing when the world seem to come to an abrupt and immediate halt. I remember breaking the news to Sue, Kaitlyn and Alex with tears of anger and madness streaming down my face. I remember the following days and weeks of complete confusion and dread of hearing more devastating news than the previous update. I was at the point of afraid to talk to you...what possibly can I say, what possibly can I do to in some small way to try to help you. I felt helpless in unlimited ways and what could I do to help you....
Then you said to just call you so I WILL FEEL BETTER. Wait, wasn't I the one who was suppose to help you feel better?!? In that instant realized I still had you, we still had you and in your fashion you were reaching out to family and friends ensuring we were all alright. After seeing you over the last few times, I see the stubborn fighter in you, taking on this fight every step of the way. I am in awe, amazement and proud of you! Why do I now look back on June 2014 in a better light?!? After 44 years of knowing you and you reaching out to me to ensure I was processing things as I should, it was then walls were broken down and not only did I repeat as I have for 44 years that YOU ARE MY BROTHER but for the first time in those 44 years told you that I LOVE YOU. You, Karen, Holly and Allison are constantly in my prayers, my thoughts and my deeds as my life has forever been altered in the best way possible by simply knowing you. Keep fighting my brother and friend, keep on fighting!
Love and support,
Mark
