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Posted 2014-04-09T01:54:05Z

April 8, 2014: Still figuring things out


Edward's Health  
Well, I know we said Edward would be having an IVIg infusion on the 7th (yesterday), but about a week ago we realized his symptoms were getting worse, so we ended up going in last Wednesday (April 2) instead, which happened to be the day Edward turned 18 months old. I meant to post an update then, but I truly haven't had time. The whole process took all day, although the actual infusion was only about five hours. Edward didn't have any bad reactions to the IVIg, which is about what we expected, especially since this dose was much lower than the first time. Unfortunately, we aren't really seeing any good reactions so far, either. In fact, his symptoms continued to worsen through Sabbath. On Sunday, Monday, and today he seems to have plateaued. He can still sit up, but his tremors are much worse, and he sometimes falls when he's crawling. He's able to pull himself to a standing position, but does so only rarely and with great difficulty, and once he's up he's too shaky to cruise. He hasn't been trying to walk at all. 

There are some bright spots. Though his symptoms are not improving, it appears that he is continuing to develop mentally, and even physically in some ways. He has said "Mama" and "tickle" intentionally in the last couple weeks, seems to almost be saying "night-night" and "Dear Jesus," and can sign "please" and "more," and seems very proud of himself when he does so. His appetite is good. He's growing four molars. He gets frustrated when Henry gets to go outside or do something that Edward can't do with him. Today he played well by himself for short periods, as long as I stayed very close, but he mostly wants to be held, so I end up with him in the baby carrier on my back a lot of the time. 

Our State of Mind
I'm incredibly frustrated with the lack of information about Opsoclonus Myoclonus Syndrome (OMS). When I'm having a parenting problem--medical or otherwise--I'm used to having resources to read and study. Usually there are a lot of experts in whatever problem I'm having, multiple books to read, and another hundred "mommy blogs" out there from which to glean practical information through the experiences of others.

With OMS, there's this one doctor in Illinois with a very visually-unappealing, unprofessional, confusing website with links to a lot of un-footnoted, incomplete, and terrifying information. There's one article in Pediatrics from 2011, and one personal blog that hasn't been updated in over a year and that's really just a fundraising site for OMS research at Boston Children's Hospital--a worthy cause, to be sure, but not very helpful as a resource for figuring out what we're up against. There are a few studies here and there, many of them originating from the same source. There are no cures, no consistent reactions to treatment, no good news in general. The more I read, the more I'm forced to understand that Edward is very unlikely to get through this unscathed--he could end up with ataxia (imbalance), inability or reduced ability to speak and write, behavior problems, inability or reduced ability to understand language or read, tremulousness, opsoclonus (crazy eyes), obsessions/compulsions, drooling, attention deficit, lowered IQ, learning disability, and the list goes on. The most comprehensive recent article I have found (2011) shows that about 2/3 of patients in the study had some long-term impairment, while 1/3 had a normal intellectual outcome. Because of the severity of Edward's initial onset of symptoms, he is less likely to have the happy outcome. 

Edward shows no decline in cognition, and appears to be developing age-appropriately, but the above-mentioned stats show that he is more than 50%  likely to develop learning disabilities and/or other mental and emotional disabilities over time. For this reason, we feel a real sense of urgency to get his treatment right as soon as possible. 

We're giving Edward until tomorrow (a full week after his infusion) to show improvement, and then we'll call the doctors back and see if we need to change directions. He may need the original dose of IVIg (twice as much as he just got last Wednesday), or perhaps they can give the IVIg much more frequently. We want to avoid steroids, at least in large doses over extended periods of time, as they can have all kinds of dangerous effects, too, especially on young children. Of course, we want to do whatever is in Edward's best interest, and are therefore open to any treatment that fits the bill. 

I should mention here that we are incredibly grateful for our oncologists. I imagine that for some doctors it is tempting to lose interest in a case after the initial diagnosis is made and the "interesting" part is over. Happily, we are blessed with doctors who enjoy problem-solving and are willing and even eager to work with us to change the course of Edward's treatment quickly if needed.

We are still going to continue working with our wonderful doctors, but we are also very willing to try home/natural remedies. I've already started doing the most basic of hydrotherapy--finishing Edward's warm nighttime bath with a cold rinse. I know that many of you who are reading this know a lot more than I do in those areas, and we would welcome your suggestions. Also, if anyone out there has ever treated OMS or met anyone who has had it, we'd love to talk to you. ([email protected])

I don't mean to be overly negative. We do very much believe that God is still in charge, and that whatever happens in all this, we want Him to be glorified. We're praying for guidance and peace, and we ask for your prayers in those areas, too.

We are so grateful for your food, gifts, cards, messages, and for continuing to lift our family in prayer. Thank you!

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Edward's Story: The Nutshell Version
It has come to our attention that some people are confused about what's actually going on with Edward, and we thought this would be a good place to put a quick version of our situation...

In February 2014, Edward exhibited strange neurological symptoms, which led to a diagnosis of neuroblastoma (cancer) on the nerves in his left shoulder. Most of his tumor was removed in early March, and the rest of it will probably resolve on its own (ie, the cancer is no longer a problem). The most difficult part of Edward's illness has been and continues to be his neurological symptoms (caused by his own body attacking his brain with the antibodies it created to attack his cancer), known as Opsoclonus Myoclonus Syndrome (OMS). He has been somewhat responsive to steroid and IVIg (intravenous immunoglobulin) treatment, but he is still very shaky, has strange eye movements, no longer walks, has difficulties sleeping, and is irritable. OMS is extraordinarily rare, has no known cure, no FDA-approved treatments, and almost no research dedicated to it. About 2/3 of OMS patients have long-term challenges in either motor skills or cognitive abilities.

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Comments (31)

  • Kathi Jensen
    Kathi Jensen

    Thank you for the update, Emilie. I sure wish I knew more about this disease or could be of more help. We will continue to lift ALL of you in our prayers. We love you!!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Tami
    Tami

    Zachary is very dedicated to praying for Edward. We all remember you in our prayers daily. (((hugs)))

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Mitzi Birdwell
    Mitzi Birdwell

    Thank you for the update. Will continue to remember you in our prayers.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Sheila Kowalski
    Sheila Kowalski

    Dear Emilie, I only wish I had words of medical wisdom for you ,however I do not. What I do have I will share. Psalms 102:1,2 " Hear my prayer O Lord,,and let my cry come to You. Do not hide your face from me in the day of my trouble; Incline your ear to me; In the day that I call, answer me speedily." Isaiah 41:13 is His answer, " For I, the Lord, will hold your right hand. Saying to you, "Fear not, I will help you." May the knowledge of the prayers of your friends continue to be a comfort to you. We pray for a speedy recovery for Edward, but God's timing is not ours, sadly. He just may face some of the things you mentioned above, we pray not. Whatever God's plan may be for Edward ,and the rest of the family, we continue to pray that you all be strengthened to grow in faith , trusting in His wisdom for whatever He allows.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Ada Brown
    Ada Brown

    Emilie, I am back in school, which means I have access to all the academic articles that MTSU has to offer. I have looked up OMS and I am going to send you the academic articles I found. I wanted to let you know I am sending them just in case my e-mails end up in your junk e-mail folder. My e-mail is: [email protected].

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Gina Wahlen
    Gina Wahlen

    Dear Emilie and Kameron, You are in our thoughts and prayers. Tonight I found the OMS Life Foundation on the internet. Their website is: http://www.omslifefoundation.org I think they will be able to help with information, support, and referrals to doctors who specialize in OMS.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Don and Melinda Vollmer
    Don and Melinda Vollmer

    More prayers........

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Melodious Echo Mason
    Melodious Echo Mason

    Oh Emilie… praying!! I know God is with you, but keep courage. We will continue to pray.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Debbie Wood
    Debbie Wood

    The good news is that whatever the outcome, Edward has proactive, advocating parents and he will become the best Edward he can be. I've read as much as I can find too and there are probable challenges ahead. As I read your updates, you continue to embrace and praise even the smallest of milestones, you give the current plan of care an opportunity to work, evaluate, and you and your care team readily make the changes necessary to move forward. It's not negative to be realistic and plan for Edwards possible needs and challenges in the future. Prayer for continued wisdom of Edwards parents and care team. Prayer that God will put you in contact with the resources you need for Edward. Prayer that though this, you can find balance within your family as you seek to meet each others needs as well.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Kate Thomas
    Kate Thomas

    I also saw two articles from Pediatrics, one was Oct 05 and the other was Jan 02. I think its likely that you've already read them, but let me know on facebook if you haven't and I'll try to send the pdf files. Praying for you all!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • April Hardinge
    April Hardinge

    Continuing in prayer for little Edward and your family through these trials with love, April & Fred Hardingr

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Eileen
    Eileen

    Omsusa.org. Most likely you have seen it but if not here it is. It does have a fair number of studies. Praying.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Nicole Parker
    Nicole Parker

    I am praying for you. Edward is not a statistic--he is a child of God. God has a plan. When the doctors told me my husband had a 20% chance of dying last year, it was terrifying. When they said he had 2-5 years, it was terrifying. But God has overruled and through a series of miracles, he is getting better. Whatever happens, good will come of our situations, because we are surrendered and trusting.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Clint & Gina Wahlen
    Clint & Gina Wahlen

    Thank you for the update, difficult though it must have been to share. We will continue to pray for you all and especially for precious little Edward. -- Clint & Gina Wahlen

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Erik and Sherri Andersson
    Erik and Sherri Andersson

    Thank you for the update. Keep looking to Jesus and He will give you peace through all of this (Isaiah 26:3). We continue to pray for Edward, your family, and the wisdom/resources to know what to do in his situation. He is such a cutie - love the picture that you posted recently. Hugs and prayers

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Penny Bidwell
    Penny Bidwell

    Precious Emily, I just wanted you to know that we hold little Edward up in prayer day and night. We pray for you, Kameron and little Henry as well. Satan is working viciously to attack the work Kameron and you are doing for the Lord, but the good news is that our Lord and Savior, Jesus is much more powerful and will give you the victory in the end. 1 John 5:4 tells us, ". . .this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our FAITH." This promise I cling to tenaciously. God does not make mistakes. He does, however, allow us to go through trials to strengthen us in areas of our lives that we do not realize need strengthing. He does this because He loves us so much and He will never, ever leave us along to struggle through these trials. He is by our side constantly and if we are faithful, the victory is ours.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Laurie Snyman
    Laurie Snyman

    We continue to pray for your whole family. It is so tough to watch a little guy go through treatments and not show progress in other areas. We know God has all the answers and pray that the oncologists and pediatricians are under His guidance when they are diagnosing and treating Edward. We hold you up in prayer as you go through this incredibly difficult stage and hope that is all changes soon. There are lots of prayers going on for all of you. We will understand someday but probably not now, why this has happened to such a great family. I hope you find someone who is very knowledgeable about this condition and will pray that that happens too. God bless. Laurie Snyman

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Marilyn Petersen
    Marilyn Petersen

    Thank you for telling us your story . Your family is in my prayers; we know that God will hold you in His loving healing hands. Never give up on faith and hope that all will have a good outcome. God bless you.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Joni Ranum
    Joni Ranum

    Hugs, prayers, and positive thoughts for today!!!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Jerry Townsend
    Jerry Townsend

    Prayers, prayers, and more prayers for all of you and any caregiver involved with little Edward!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Peter Orta
    Peter Orta

    Dear DeVasher family, I just wanted to let you know that I continue to pray for your family and Edward's full recovery. It must be incredibly frustrating to see your on struggling and not be able to do much for him. Don't give up hope! I am confident that God has an incredible plan for Edward's life. He's not allowing this to happen without a reason. At the end of the day, life's primary purpose is to bring Glory to God, and you guys are doing just that! God is using your family to touch the lives of hundreds of people who like you are hurting.... Thank you for letting Jesus shine through you through this trial! Much love and prayers your way!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Velma Sanders
    Velma Sanders

    Praying everyday for Baby Edward and family. I do not know anything about OMS, but I do know God is in control of his health and his overall well-being. A couple of suggestions: Check out St. Jude Children's Research Hospital in Memphis, Tennessee; try juicing fresh organic carrots and dilute the juice with a small amount of pure water to give to Edward at intervals. You can juice an organic apple or pear to sweeten the carrots juice more if you desire. Perhaps this might strengthen his immune system more or assist in keeping his body P H balance in a healthy range. Keep the faith.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Gladys Gómez
    Gladys Gómez

    Abner and I are praying for you! God bless and guide you!!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Jordan Buzzell
    Jordan Buzzell

    I feel your frustration in trying to understand OMS. Have you found any other conditions that present with the same antibody "attack' within your own immune system? Maybe there are similar conditions out there that may have more answers for you guys?? I'm sure you've searched every square inch of the internet for more info. Next time I'm at the hospital (where I work) I'll certainly see if there are any more resources out there. Certainly, my prayers are with you, Edward, and the rest of your family.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • shela drew
    shela drew

    My family and the Wood ST SDA Church are praying for Edward's healing. I am so thankful for God's Promise: "I will pour my Spirit upon thy seed, and my Blessing upon thine offspring" Isaiah 44:3 Praise God

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Carol Boughman
    Carol Boughman

    Still praying for Edward's recovery. God bless.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Mary Ann Cirigliano
    Mary Ann Cirigliano

    Praying for a complete healing for sweet Edward!!! Our GOD is a Mighty GOD!!! Nothing is too hard for Him! May our Father's Hands continue to hold each of you!

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Karen Gotshall
    Karen Gotshall

    Thank you for the detailed update. We wish, as you do, that things were going better at this point. What we don't know is how and when God will bring healing. But we trust that Edward's development and future are in His capable hands. We will continue to pray, and God will answer in His time.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Dick and Marcia Dunbar
    Dick and Marcia Dunbar

    Dearest Emilie and Kameron, We are so with you as you through this experience. What maturity and faith you have shown through all of this. I wish we know something about this entity. I am going to ask Jennifer if she knows who the Pediatric Neurologist is here at LLUMC, just from the standpoint of gathering some further information which you have indicated you so much wish that you had. We have been gone throughout this entire day and I am just reading your post so I will ask Jennifer in the morning. We love you, and our prayers are for you. Uncle Dick and Aunt Marcia

    12 years ago · Reply
  • joan bromme
    joan bromme

    Emilie: I sent your plea for information out to many nurses, researcher etc and have sent a couple responses to the e-mail address you provided. Check your e-mail when you get a minute. Love and Prayers.

    12 years ago · Reply
  • Annette Metz
    Annette Metz

    You are such a great Mom! All that love and all that care for him in his need is so special! May The Lord cover your whole family with His arms of love as you walk through this day by day.

    12 years ago · Reply