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Posted 2019-01-28T17:30:00Z

SUNDAY, JANUARY 27, 2018

I wasn’t going to post anything today, but shortly after I woke up I had a smile on my face and I wanted to share with you all.
Today Brian would’ve been 21.
Many of you didn’t know that Brian loved most things that had the flavor peach.  I had a bottle of peach wine that we were saving to celebrate after is last chemo treatment which would have been this Wednesday.
The last time we were at the doctors he asked if he could have a cigar.  Unfortunately, he was not able to do either one of them.  He also asked me when we were packing him to come back home in September to make sure I packed his winter boots because he was going to go hunting with Mr. Joz and also to pack his cigar box.  I finally opened up his cigar box and apparently he was also into pipes. [...]

Posted 2019-01-06T18:53:00Z

SUNDAY, JANUARY 6, 2019

As a parent we always think that our child is special but clearly Brian touched so many people in so many ways no matter what the age was.  We were so very overwhelmed by the amount of people that came to Brian's wake and patiently stood in line for hours to give us their condolences.  We loved hearing how Brian touched each and everyone of you.  It makes the healing process a little easier if that's even possible.  The outpouring of prayers and support still continues to leave us lost for words because we are so touched and grateful for our family and friends.  We just want to thank you whether you sent us prayers, dropped us off a meal or photo album or just kept us in your thoughts.  Thank you again from the bottom of our hearts.  The life that we had will be very different than the life that we have now but as i used to tell Brian, different doesn't necessarily have to be bad.  Remembering Brian's spirit and who he was ... we'll find our new new. [...]