Second Opinion Day
Today is the day we have been waiting months for . . . our second opinion. I am still unsure of my feelings. Am I excited, nervous, scared, happy, or freaked out? I really don't know so I think unsure is the best word to describe my feelings at this very moment. I am sure part of the reason is because this round of chemo has kicked my ass and then add bronchitis and a closing and move to a new house in a new town on top of it - unsure seems fitting. We just haven't had too much time to think about it.
But today is the day. We are on are way to Pearson to fly to New York to speak to a few doctors at Cornell. They have all my medical records, imaging and reports up to this point. They even have the results from MRI completed on May 1st, which I still have not received. I think that is part I am anxious over. I want to know of the chemo is working and how big the second lump is in comparison to now versus prior to chemo. Kind of crazy when you think of it . . . I am going all the way to New York to get my MRI results.
Okay, so the one thing that is lil drag on the Canadian healthcare system - sometimes you have to wait a bit longer for results. However, to date, we have spent about $300 total out-of-pocket for anything medical related since November of 2015! Pretty amazing when you think about it. No co-pays, deductibles, coinsurance, etc. Just $65 or less every time we pick up my prescriptions.
Almost to the airport . . . wish us luck and an update to follow.

Comments (9)
GOOD LUCK!!! My thoughts and prayers are with you!
Good Luck Bobbie, Keep the positive thinking going. My prays are you
Good luck Bobbie! We're all waiting with you.
Good Luck Boobie--keep your head up higher than the doctors--know whatever information they give you--you are still the stronger one---you have conquered what you can thus far by making it through all those treatments and remaining positive and doing your absolute best daily. Thinking of you and your family and sending lots of prayers, hugs, and energy to handle what the next steps will be from the New York doctors.
Love you sis. You got this sweetie. Love you so very much.
Bobbie, Good luck and know that I am thinking about you and sending positive thoughts your way. Plus, I feel a huge good vibe here. My brilliant daughter graduated from Cornell and it is a phenomenal university. I am confident that you will be in the best possible hands in Ithaca. Stay positive! Judi
You go girl, stay positive and angry at the alien...Kill it Ripley.....We all await the update. Kill it.
Prayers are sent for you and the family, for a GOOD OUT COME!!!!! Your in God's hands so always know that He is there holding you very close to HIm. HE LOVES YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!! Love and Miss you very much Bobbie. And really praying that i can make it to see you and your family later this month. <3