Referrals Galore

....and then what?

This is pretty much the thought in my head every time I get a referral to somewhere else.  I realize the importance and necessity of the referrals.....I even had a hand in requesting a couple of them.  I am realizing the humanity of healthcare providers and their colleagues though, and it is depressing.  I have a lot to comment on regarding so many things.  Do you ever get tired of thinking?  Ever get tired of keeping track of things you keep forgetting?  It is tiring waiting.....how about the irony on that one?  Hurry up and wait, like a mouse in a maze trying to get the cheese.  This is how I feel sometimes.  Like I keep hitting against these walls that are put up in front of me...my cheese are the answers to the pain and the puzzle pieces left floating for my family and I about my body and my case, my care.....and where do we go from here?

I am hopeful. I am certain of one thing.  I am drinking up each moment I have with intensity.  We are never promised tomorrow, or the next hour.  In an instant....seconds....your life can change forever.....and then what?