FROM CAREN, 04/17

So on Tuesday in the late afternoon I got sooooo so dizzy and developed such a strongggg headache I literally felt my brain throbbing on the top center I also became instantly nauseas at the same time and had to lay down and cover my eyes with my shawl just to keep out the light which felt like it was burning my eyes out....I also am so cold all the time...like literally freezing and its like my body can't decide to stay warm or cold but cold is the biggest factor....I wonder if this is because I was ejected in the cold winter air. I barely maded it to my hospital bed and practically fell onto the bed with this raging feeling like the room was super spinning and I was willing myself not to puke. I kept saying out loud..please donn't pule Caren please don't puke and buried my head into this neck pillow my family got me which calms me down sometimes when I am uncomfortable. 

That is the last thing I remember and woke up like 2 hours later. I wasn't even tired so I don't know if I was tired and didn't realize it or just passed out.....so odd....but I was very wobbly on my feet after that for the rest of the day 

I think my brain issues are becoming worse. I am fogetful of a lot of things and remember other things....this is very frustrating to me as its like I didn't exist for that part that I hear I was part of..

They never found my socks which I find very odd and both my tennis shoes were in the van.