Friday, May 05/09

       As a caregiver, today I am sad and tired.  It feels like the kind of day to crawl into bed and pull the covers over your head.  Rick brought me home a bag of Lindt chocolate balls in appreciation for what I am doing as a caregiver.  Today is the day I feel like taking that bag of chocolate under the covers with me.  Tears feel seconds away.  Instead, I'll wash my face, go pick up the boys, and look for something fun for us to do - but only if it doesn't involve money  *sighs*  - hating being broke with no remuneration and nothing hopeful from the insurance company.  Today I'll have to keep reading encouraging and inspiring words - or maybe lie down and take a nap.

       Remembering that we are not alone in this journey.  "Out there"  just beyond our vision and knowing are prayer partners supporting us.  Thank you!