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Posted 2016-08-03T18:19:35Z

Pain, pain, GO AWAY!!!

It's been a rough night....she's been in a lot of pain, even with the meds.
Yesterday, as soon as she woke up from the anesthetics, she asked to go to the restroom. Once we were there, and she started to move her leg.......the pain!!!😱😥
It's heartbreaking 💔 to watch her shocked face as she looks down at the large bandage, as she is trying to move in such horrible pain, she breaks down and says......"why is my life soo hard? Always pain, always surgeries....."
Praying to God, we huddled in the rest room....and got through it, it's awesome to watch as God gives her the strength to get through the hardest experiences that NO child should have to live through. But
as a mom, you despise watching your child in such agony and pain...for the 1000th time.
We were released last night from the hospital and she is resting at home. We love and appreciate all of your support.....THANK YOU!!!
May God Bless each and everyone of you![...]

Posted 2016-08-02T05:34:15Z

Waiting for the sun to rise☀️

Just because your child has has surgery many times and has undergone numerous procedures doesn't mean it gets easier. Natalia Sofia is having yet another surgery tomorrow. 😥
On the eve of her surgery, this momma is despising the sunrise....
I pray that the Lord sends mighty warring and guardian angels over the rooms that she will be in and praying that Jesus oversee and use all the staff involved in her surgery. Praying for no complications, little to no pain and a full recovery! Lord, help ease her anxieties and inundate her with the peace that you can only give. You are a God of covenant, a faithful, mighty God. We believe your word, for you are faithful to your word, Father. As we draw near to you, may your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. In your HOLY name we pray.....Amen.[...]

Posted 2016-07-27T05:04:00Z

CELEBRATE TODAY!!!🎉🎉🍰🎈🎈💛🎗💛🎗

During our last oncology visit, the oncologists changed😱Sofia's road map, after much researching and debating, I told the doctor that I just had to TRUST.GOD.BOTTOM.LINE.
Trusting God....leaving your worst fears, overwhelming anxieties, and the laying down of all feelings of helplessness and hopelessness....NOT an easy task to do. It took everything to lay it ALL down at the feet of Jesus, and NOT allowing yourself to GO THERE. It was a choice that had to be done, daily. Trusting in HIS word, Trusting in HIS strength, Trusting in HIS peace and Trusting in HIS guidance. After I have done what I am supposed to do as a parent, I am Completely free falling. It's the FREEDOM that comes from leaving or casting your cares upon the Lord, really handing it over to the One that can intercede in my behalf, within God's will.[...]