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Posted 2016-09-13T20:56:00Z

Childhood Cancer Awareness month🎗

 

This isn't a staged video or a video of a girl giving an ordinary speech.
This video shows Natalia giving a heartfelt speech that she wrote HERSELF in front of a cafeteria full of parents, teachers, 4th and 5th graders.
It shows a child with a history Childhood cancer talking about a subject very dear and near to her heart. Towards the end of her speech, she gets flashbacks as she is speaking, and she is reminded of her past. Reliving horrific moments. Right there in front of everyone. She had practiced this speech
many, many times, and perfected her timing. Who would have predicted that this would happen? That she would have an unexpected break down in a room full of people. Unfortunately, it is reality. It is part of her "childhood".[...]

Posted 2016-09-08T03:33:32Z

Giving it over to JESUS🙏

Update:
Natalia has had chronic bone/joint pain for a while.....as her mom, I usually take note and observe, otherwise we would be going to the doctors a lot more often. Although She looks fine, she's a tough cookie and God has given her super strength to get through it without intervention.....but it does take toll.
Lately it has been more intense...especially her left leg. I have been monitoring it because she had the surgery on the opposite leg and she is using her left leg to the fullest!
Last week, she bent down to pick something up,
And she felt a sharp pain.....last night her pain increased and she woke up with so much pain that she could barely sit, stand, or walk. So her surgeon saw her today for a quick look.
Praising God that the X-rays were negative, no evidence of recurrent disease or hardware damage. On the other hand, I despise having to watch her suffer almost every day. The fact that I can't help her or that I can't remove this from her
I despise even MORE!!
That is one of the faces of childhood cancer and its effects.
The not knowing the whys. The horrible pain. Only God knows.
Lord, we give you Natalia Sofia's pain...we hand it over to you. Completely Trusting....NOT on our own understanding....may your will be done over her life. Amen.[...]

Posted 2016-09-07T03:04:00Z

Childhood cancer Awareness🎗

I know she doesn't appear to be sick in this pic....but she was SOOOO sick....WOW! The strength that only JESUS gives is so very evident!
The photographer said to kiss her, and when I did, her head was on fire!!! And then you see the picture they took, the exact moment my lips touched her frail forehead....and it just hits me. How in the world is this child still smiling? Little did I know that after the picture, she would be rushed to the infusion room to start a strong antibiotic, have a horrifying allergic reaction to that strong iv antibiotic, and a freak accident would happen with her port, reversing her outflow, making her bleed out, AND we would soon discover that after emergency removing her spica (body)cast, underneath she would have exposed raw skin with a second degree radiation burn(pictures are too graphic to post) and be SO sick in the hospital for about a month?!
Yes, judging from the picture it APPEARS as if all is well. A mother-daughter photo session.[...]

Posted 2016-09-07T02:45:00Z

Awesome article!

 

This is sooo on point........just want to shout out again and again:
Thank you all for your support and prayers! We will NEVER forget....every hug, word, gesture, meal, donation, gift card, and the list goes on....and on! God has put everyone of YOU in our path for a reason, YOUR prayers have carried us.....time and time again.......NO DOUBT!
Words will NEVER do justice to what our hearts have overwhelmingly felt. May our Lord Jesus BLESS each and everyone of you!!
Thank YOU!
#blessed
#grateful
#HandsandfeetofJESUS
#aboundingLOVE
#prayingfornatalia[...]

Posted 2016-08-21T02:48:53Z

A day we will NEVER forget...

#tbt2013
#diagnosisanniversary🎗💛
#flashback😱
#hearthurts💔
#praisingJESUS🙌
#weserveanAWESOMEGOD🙏

Today marks the 3 year anniversary of the cancer diagnosis....the FIRST time Natalia had to be given Morphine for her leg pain right when we walked into the hospital, the FIRST time Natalia had to be under anesthesia for her MRI because she could not hold still from the leg pain. The FIRST of many exams, pokes and prods, EVER! The FIRST time the doctor confidently said the word...........cancer.[...]

Posted 2016-08-19T15:35:40Z

Three years ago today....

WOW!!!! GOD IS SOOOO GOOD! Three years ago today our lives were turned upside down, and inside out......🙏BUT GOD🙏....was in TOTAL CONTROL!!!!! Look how far we've come!!! Praise JESUS for all that he has done, and what he is still going to do!!!!!!🎉🎉🙌🙌[...]