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Posted 2016-11-16T13:51:32Z

My brain hurts from the past four weeks

Wow wow, so much has happened since my last post.  I have wanted to write for many many days now; however, every time I wanted to, something got in my way such as the kids, work, Ginger our lovely dog . . . no really, Ginger would sit in my lap all curled up and I couldn't get my laptop near me.  There was emotion.  My emotions have been running so high lately for so many reasons, that when I want to sit down and type I mentally am not in the appropriate state of mind.  Yes, writing is very therapeutic for me, but there have been times these past four weeks were my emotions have been debilitating.  I am confident this is part of my cancer journey and I will get through it.  Just like we all make it through these trying times, but boy, does it stink.  I am learning I need to be patient and still allow myself some "give up" days.  These days are needed as I am physically and mentally still not 100% and my life continues to evolve and get back into a pattern day by day.[...]